Thursday, October 15, 2009

Light

The snow outside my house,
My candle in the snow,
My festival of lights,
burns bright inside my heart.

My memory of a far-away land
Of the colours bright
Bright as the sun burning bright
On a winter day.

My circle of sorrow dark as night
The candle of my burning heart
Light is not a thing without
It's all within my heart.

- Written on Diwali 2009

Thursday, October 1, 2009

A bond forever

I invited God over to my place again
Asked Him to come if He was free
And he gladly accepted the invitation
Said He’ll meet me under the tree.

He rather chose to knock by the first ray
That touched my hair and my cheek
Took me by the hand to the trees
Standing tall and green and sleek.

He pointed to a pinkish bud
And talked about His fascination new
How He planned to make it a rose,
That renders a beauty to the dew.

We sat by an ethereal table
Delicately laid just for me
Sipping the heavenly wine with fruits
Looking over to the mystic blue sea.

We walked through the highs
We together crossed the deep
Then He took me home to retire
And sat by my bed till I was fast asleep.

As I got up in the morning
I remembered having a dream
I had called God over to my place again
And He had stayed over ever since the first light beam.


Palak.
23.12.05
4:00 p.m.


At the sunset

Few moments it takes to rise
Few moments it takes to fall
In the gap between two moments,
The sky has lost it all!

A moment ago,it was here
A moment hence,it is there
Two consecutive moments,
A horizon in between!

It reflects in the sky
It reflects in the sea
It's not a change of season
It's a moment's destiny!

It is the cycle of a fire
A measure of an epoch,year or day
But even its life of colours
Is just a moment's play!

8.1.05 
6:00 pm

Next Time


Next time I'm not leaving any feelings unexpressed 
Next time I'm not leaving any kind words unsaid 
Next time I'm not leaving a sweet song unsung 
Next time I'm not leaving a rain dance undone  

Next time I'm not searching 'them' inside me 
Next time I'm not searching myself inside them 
Next time I'm not searching God in 'these' three words 
Next time I'm not searching the past in the future  

Next time I'm not fitting all meanings into words 
Next time I'm not caging freedom as that of birds 
Next time I'm not adjusting dreams for reality's sake 
Next time I'm not forsaking the real for the fake  

Next time I'm not missing any scene beautiful 
Next time I'm not missing any vision wonderful 
Next time I'm not staying when I want to run 
Next time I'm not running when some thinking needs to be done  

Next time I'm not judging souls by faces 
Next time I'm not turning people into cases 
Next time I'm not putting it into 'good' or 'bad' 
Next time I'm not hiding all that I have had  

Next time I'm not forgetting to tell a friend his worth 
Next time I'm not forgetting any smile, kiss or hug 
Next time I'm not trading laughter for a whine 
Next time I'm not leaving 'it' for the next time!

- Palak
(2004-2005)

This Beautiful Little Life

Have you ever heard the voice of the shells?
Have you ever looked down in the deep dark wells?
Have you ever creeped out of the bed in the night, to see the moon and the stars bright?
Have you ever seen colourful birds flying in the sky?
And wished that, like them, ever you could fly?
Have you ever climbed a tall palm tree?
Even in your office cubicle, realized you are free?
Have you ever stopped on the road, to listen to a beggar’s plight?
Have you ever seen white water birds taking flight?
Have you ever baked in the sun or bathed in the rain?
And wished to do all this… all over again?
Have you told your children that they are ‘the greatest daughter or son'?
Have you made fun of yourself… and made it your idea of fun?
Have you ever smiled when you wished to cry?
Have you lost a game and assured yourself ‘good try’?
Have you seen soap bubbles breaking away?
And realized that they are symbolic of the fading day?
In this haste, have you ever listened to the songs of the birds?
Have you ever tried to understand an infant’s words?
Have you ever appreciated your child’s work or dress of your wife?
Have you ever realized the uncertainty of life?
Have you ever taken out time to praise the nature?
Just considered one day at a time and forgot the future?
Have you thought why, to plan for the morning, you wasted a night?
Time is not enough even to love, so why fight?
Have you walked to the church without any wish or fear?
Have you ever stretched your hand to wipe your friend’s tears?
Have you ever taken out time to kiss your wife?
Have you enjoyed fully, this beautiful little life?

- Palak
Sometime in 2000-2001
( This poem makes me think that I was wiser as a kid than I am now :) )

The Little Boy


There was once a little boy
Among other little boys.
The ruler of his little world 
Of big dreams and little toys.  

There he was in his little class, 
Thinking what a big bore 
Was the Lady in the front 
Who said what A,B and C stood for!  

It was just a little too down-to-earth 
For his passionate flying dreams 
To learn the ways of the world 
And comprehend what the world deems.  

But his little bustling spirit 
Won't let him sit there in vain 
So he ignoring his circumference 
Set out to make a paper plane!  

Even before the other children 
Learnt what E stood for 
He had victoriously made a plane 
All ready to fly, to soar.  

But patience is a worker's wine 
It is not a winner's sauce: 
Even before the wing was done 
His plane was up with a toss.  

Darn!Dash!God!Beast!What a Holy sin! 
For a little boy to work 
On his frivolous dreams 
Just to make the Lady irk!  

Out he was sent, out of the class 
All alone facing the wall. 
And Who would have thought his little world 
Would suddenly grow so tall?  

So tall, so dark, so alien 
As he stood there, alone, 
Unthinking, nor crying in this Big dark world, 
tearing and getting torn.  

He wondered what he will tell his mom. 
Or how could he just hide? 
Once what he looked most forward to: 
Today he despised the homeward ride.  

Big questions troubled his little world. 
He wondered about victories and aim, 
About past and future, All alone, 
he wondered: Who I am?  

He took a quick glance into the class 
Just to have a little look 
At that pretty little girl  
Who had each day his world shook!  

He knew she had watched him make 
His dream plane all the while, 
Her one hug will make his world small again 
To be lit by her pretty smile.  

As he wondered and he wished, 
All the kids came running out 
The bell might have rang sometime back 
But he stood deaf to every shout.  

He asked just this, that could he 
Get his worthy work back? 
But the thing had long gone 
With a complain to the Headmaster's sack!  

The Lady went pass with a scolding look 
The pretty girl couldn't care less 
Dejected he walked home, 
The distance increased as it became less!  

But Lor'! Did he ever imagine this? 
Mommy will just hear and hug 
Just smile as if it were a thing too small, 
"Dearie, relax, make yourself snug!"  

Home is but made for this 
but even the Headmaster had a surprising decree. 
Impressed as he was with the design 
He kept the plane but let the boy free.  

And among the golds remembered by all, 
Saved with honour in the Headmaster's hall 
Is a perfect symbol of dream and labour, 
Of small things with too big a stature, 
A plane well crafted by a little kid, 
In a little class, with too high a bid. 
And years hence, the kids on detention 
Come to that hall and look in attention 
As they wonder about themselves, 
they Even wonder who? And in what way? 
Was this plain miracle crafted by 
It pleases their hopes, not just their eye! 
Waiting for the decision and also the name, 
Who must have attained too high a fame, 
They imagine how mighty the man would be 
Whom they already wanted to grow up to be. 
As they are freed too, they are told: 
"It was just a little boy
who was just a little bold!"  

Palak. 
24.4.06.
(To Joy, with love)